i almost died on thursday night - friday morning. we believe that when we dream of someone who has passed on, we cannot follow them when they ask us to. so, i dreamt of my late grandpa.

he asked me to follow him. i took one step into the room already, but i didn't know why i went back out to be with my mum, grandma and sis. if i had totally stepped into the room, my soul would probably be gone now.

hmm...