gosh

i'm beginning to hate some things about some people. they don't really care about my feelings and just blurt out whatever they have in mind. some comments they make can be hurtful, though they might think it's normal. they are slackers, and i've always disliked slackers.

fact is, i was never close to them but no matter how hard i tried, i can never be. that's life, man. some people click well with me, some don't. even those who were close to me aren't that close anymore. i hate this feeling.

so to sum up, let me tell you how i really feel in school this year, thus far:

1. hated
2. disliked
3. inferior
4. small
5. invisible
6. out of place
7. pariah
8. ass hole
9. unimportant
10. stupid

fuck it man.