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i thought it would be different from then. but no, things still remained the same. how can it be that for one moment, everything's perfect, and for the next, everything's not? i hate this. i mean, shouldn't everyone be treated equally? so why the special treatment for someone? and why the sudden interest in someone?! ok, this might be trivial to some people, but not to me. i have feelings too. i admit, i'm a sensitive girl. i cry when i have to. i get angry when i have to. so when this thing happened recently, i have the right to feel pissed. at times i felt like crying because i'm always treated differently.

do any of u think that just because i'm not the same race as u, u can treat me differently?