damn.

oh. my. god. i was so dumb! now then i feel the regret i was supposed to feel when i submitted the jae application. and far worse than that, i had no time to even appeal lah. damn it!

ok. here's the thing. i put sp business admin as my 1st choice. then nyp business management. then np business studies. fuck the fact that despite knowing i'll get into my first choice, i still chose to pick up a course different from joanne. damn lah. should have put np business studies as my first choice so we'd have ended up being in the same course. & now i can't appeal! at least if i've put np as my first choice, i can like hang out with sec sch mate, you know?

fucking disappointed can. so disappointed till i even dreamt that i appealed at np. damn it!!! now i have to make new friends. shucks. well, not that i'm anti-social or anything, it's just that there's nobody familiar whom i can talk to calmly on the first day of school, where i'll definitely be the loner! damn.